About Me:

name:Nick

age: 15

Location: england and proud

   


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The day i die dont people cry
not a single tear may run down a eye
just lay a rose on my coffin bed
then get the hell away im dead

but here some rules for when im gone
dont say my name and then proceed to yawn

dont make my bed i want it all a mess
if you want to lay on my bed and cry
do it with success
dont just lay and wet all my pillows and sheets
and i tell you now No through my stuffed bear you cant hear my heart beats

dont mess with my computer tryin to talk to all my friends and tell them that i died
why dont you just go outside and scream it world wide

dont ever smell my clothes its just not right
and when you try to talk to me in my room dont a poem recite

dont tell all ur friends how great was ur kid
cuz i guarantee its prolly the 10th time you did

now heres a big rule
that people just dont follow
so sit there and dont move dont even swallow

when you visit my grave
dont cry and get people to behave
and if you kneel down on the ground
watch where you pound
cuz im layin down there u know and my head u might have found

and please dont bring me flowers
thats are real sweet
cuz for the ants and bees it is a real treat

and when you come to visit me ,lay a flower on my coffin and cry to the point
just make sure in those flowers is a hidden joint

dont ask me if im happy
cuz im happy as can be
aslong as you follow these rules and watch where you put ur knee

dont go in my room tryin to find stuff i might have hid from you
and under my bed theres nothin there and u already looked this i knew

dont show off my room to everyone that comes by
let them visit me up in the skies
tell them its a great place and when it rains you stay dry

dont say good bye to me at night
whats up with that
cuz if i answer back you freak and want a combat

if you put me in ur prayers
say my name loud and all around
that way my friends next to me can hear you in the ground

ok heres a big rule
you gotta follow
so again dont move or swallow
when my b-day comes
dont bake me a cake
cuz if i appear to get a piece
you begin to scream and shake

dont get me presents its so wrong
and when you say my name
why say it so long?

when you hear my favorite song
bring it to my grave
i want to be able to hear and jam to my wave the one i crave

ok so you got the rules
and follow them through
cuz if you make me get out my grave
your face will turn real blue
and i dont want you to go crazy
ok i got to go Gods callin me lazy

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Oct 4, 2003
what film do u belong in ?


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what greek god are you ?



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what kinda kiss are you ?



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what color is your heart ?


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Oct 3, 2003
Directions

I am still falling,
watching the sad silences
where words bleed.
This is the page, the honest word
I am expected to write.
You would know if I lie -
feeling the insecurity behind the lines,
watching my skin fade,
watching the ink slowly dry.
This is my blood you see
staining the words into being.
These scars make me real,
make me feel alive.
I am six feet under
and falling still.
I am dying slowly.

Posted at 12:54 pm by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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a painting i no it not the best of paintings


Posted at 12:51 pm by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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i cut

So I cut. I'm not here to try and get sympathy from people; I'm not here to justify myself to anyone; I'm not even here to try and make people understand. I'm writing this because it's easier to tell a hundred strangers about me than it is to tell my friends or family, and I can pretend at least for a while, that I'm confiding in myself.

Posted at 12:50 pm by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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Bloody Hands

I'm falling,I'm flying.
I can't tell which is which.
Desperate for a hand hold,
I reach out to you
For your bloody hands
Too slippery to grasp
Endless spiral

My sanity retreats
Madness consumes me
Sickness infests me
Your bloody hands
I'm such a fool
To you I'm nothing
Just a tool
and so I scream

you slipped your hands
into my chest
crushing grip
my heart relents
your bloody hands
they're so cold

they freeze my blood
they numb my soul
chill of the grave
cryptic void
these wounds won't heal
our love proved to be...
TERMINAL

Posted at 12:44 pm by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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A poem :Tears of love

Tears of love

A tear was conceived in your heart,
Born in your eyes,
Caressed by your cheek,
only to be kissed by your lips.

A single tear now stands the test of time,
Having patience to wait for my love,
Giving me the gift of your heart,
always and forever in love with me.

Forever hold me close to your heart,
And never let my tears chase you away,
For my eyes sparkle like emeralds,
Awaiting your warm embrace.

Posted at 12:40 pm by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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........

Running,  
Falling.  
Crying,  
Crawling.  
 
Dark,  
Silent.  
Alone,  
Violent.  
 
Blood,  
Tears.  
Dreams,  
Fears.  
 
Wind,  
Rain.  
Abuse,  
Pain.  
 
Taking,  
Stealing.  
Emotions,  
Feeling.  
 
Apathy,  
Stares.  
I'm awake,  
In my nightmares.

Posted at 09:21 am by RiPPeD2BuGGeRy
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